All immigrants are artists because they create a life, a future, from nothing but a dream. The immigrant’s life is art in its purest form.”
– Patricia Engel,
Colombian American novelist.
Growing up as a child of first-generation immigrants, I bore witness to artists who dreamt, imagined and created.
My father was an electrical engineer in Hong Kong and my mother was a secretary. They immigrated to Canada in 1988 with the dream of providing my sister with a future. My sister was born without a right ankle and the only solution doctors in Hong Kong offered at the time, was amputation. My parents came to Canada with the hope that doctors here would have more knowledge and technology – giving my sister a chance.
Chance, hope and opportunity.
Immigrants leave their homes for a variety of different reasons. Some leave for their children, others leave in search of better careers, and still others leave because of war and danger.
The immigrant experience is individual but the one thing all immigrants share is hope, a feeling or expectation, a trust that something will take place.
Mohamad Ali Ali fled his home in Aleppo, Syria to Lebanon with the hope of keeping his family safe. He wanted to give his family a chance at life. In Syria, Ali Ali was a plumber but there was no market for that in Lebanon, so he started working in delivery. “I really had to survive and to earn some money for my children…if you don’t work it’ll be catastrophic. I had to do this for my children, I have 4 children.”
Immigrants hope for a better tomorrow, the possibility to pursue their dreams and achieve a dream that wasn’t possible in their homeland. They risk what they know and jump into the unknown because their hopes and dreams are bigger than the risk itself.
“In Syria, my dream was to have an education but that dream could not come true,” says Mohammed Al Khaleel. “My dream coming to Canada is, first thing, to study and pursue my studies and education, and after that, having a house, having a job I can go to everyday and be happy,”
Nazli Zohair Koujar’s dream is to be a lawyer. She left Syria in 2011 when she was only 15 years old, and lived in Lebanon for 6 years with her family before arriving in Hamilton early this year. During her time in Lebanon, she worked, helping her dad in farming so that they could provide for her brother’s medical condition.
“I couldn’t achieve my dreams in Syria and I couldn’t in Lebanon…but I can achieve my dream here,” says Koujar.
She wants to be a lawyer because she saw people being abused and persecuted in Syria. “There was lots of corruption so I wanted to be a lawyer to protect them.”
Finding the way
Arriving in a new country is only the first step in a long and bumpy road. There’s a lot of work to do for these dreams to take place.
Koujar understands that and says, “The first step is learning English and getting to know the culture, and then from there go step by step and go higher and higher…I am working so hard on the language because I have nothing from it.”
The newly arrived Syrian newcomers have been attending English classes, studying reading, and writing, for more than ten hours a day, five days a week, beginning only a few weeks after their arrival to Hamilton.
My dad once told me that one of the hardest things of being a newcomer is the inability to express oneself. Your mind is still the same, you’re still thinking and processing, but then you get stuck because you don’t yet have the tools in this new place for others to understand you.
Every moment, you are reinventing yourself. When you venture into something new, you are rediscovering how you fit. You assess the environment you’re in and gather the tools you need, to create the dream you have.
“At one moment, our profession, we almost forgot about it,” said Samer Rahhal, about his time in Lebanon. “We had to work in other fields because of the bad living conditions.” Rahhal was an agricultural engineer in Syria but in Lebanon, he worked as in trade and landscaping in order to provide food for his family.
Now in Canada, he says, “I would like to start from the zero from here and have a new life for me and for my children…maybe from now to 10 years to 15 years, my dream will come true, to establish my own research centre.”
A new beginning
“You begin with nothing, but stroke by stroke you build a life. This process requires everything great art requires—risk-tasking, hope, a great deal of imagination, all the qualities that are the building blocks of art. You must be able to dream something nearly impossible and toil to bring it into existence.” – Edwidge Danticat, Haitian-American novelist.
My dad went between jobs working in a factory and pizza delivery and my mom worked at a fast food Chinese restaurant. During this time, they were reinventing, learning the language, gathering their tools, learning the skills and understanding the medium in which they would create their lives.
“There is no one or nothing around me that will help me achieve my goal,” says Koujar. “It’s all about me, it’s all myself that will help me reach this goal. It’s the passion in me that will help me achieve my dream.”
Even if what you’re leaving for is ‘better,’ leaving is never easy. A part of your heart sometimes stays at home.
“Syria will always be home,” says Al Khaleel. “Whatever happens, I will miss it.”
My parents came to Canada because they wanted to give my sister and I opportunity. They wanted to provide us with peace and stability – but mostly, opportunities to choose what we wanted to do, opportunities for a comfortable life, and opportunities to pursue our dreams – something they sacrificed so that their children could have.
They’ve been in Canada for 28 years now and I think they’ve been able to achieve their dream, but, a part of their heart will always remain in Hong Kong.
Amanda Cheung is a freelance photojournalist currently working as the Special Initiatives Coordinator at the Immigrants Working Centre. www.amandacheung.ca